it was last april 29th….
May 13th, 2008 by cool-ajbadtrip… i really dont know wat to feel… everytime im doin such a thing, it all comes out negatively…. once, i’ve tried to make it clear… i’m just confused of all the replies and to those wat i see. a decision that i want to hear from a person’s words and not by any other means… i know it’s a negative thing to hear but just for the sake of peace of this freakin mind… a date supposed to be, a nice talk that i’ve been waitin’ for… but it didn’t happen… i was paranoid back then… why is it always like this? is this the sign? does it mean it was really over and i should not dare to bring it back???… Ok…. maybe i really had the answer and i should accept it… i’ve already mastered acceptance anyways…
But on that day…… that day… April 29th…. everything seems to be all weird… a talk…. i never expected.. i was then silent; that’s me as always… then… those words… i really never expected.. thinking that i’m the only one whose hiding those feelings… not showing it… i was wrong… a confession i guess… i don’t even know what to say… i’m shaking then… haha.. what a weird funny feeling.. maybe i just misunderstood one good point… but at last.. an answer… the one i’ve been waitin for… i LOVE her!!! she knows that… i just really didn’t expect what happened… i just want to make her happy… ALWAYS! i’m just happy that day… April 29th.. UNTIL now!!! 